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#NOTEFORYOU #CONFESSION #PART9 

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Under the umbrella as it rained

At the tip of your wet shoulders

I could feel the slightest tremble

That’s how close we were

At the bus stop as it rained

Your eyes that looked at me

Do you remember?

The stories we shared all night
Rain is falling, yet again

A painful rain

Like the day I let you go

Rain is falling, yet again

Preventing me from sleeping

I think I still

Im still waiting for you
On that rainy night

We were in love

Even until the end

You worried about me

You held me
Nothing lasts forever

Is that why we went wrong?

Nothing lasts forever

Is that why we were so happy?

(EXO Baekhyun ft SISTAR Soyu – Rain)

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I wish I never meet you

No need to want you

No need to missing you

No need to impress you

No need to feel pain and hurt

No need to cry out till I sleep

No need to hoping you have same feeling

No need to waiting your reply

No need to worry about you

No need to waste my time over you

No need to keep my feeling again

No need to read your mind

No need anything about you

Anymore

I just, I wish we never met again that day

 

 

I want you forever even when we’re not together

Scars on my body so I can take you wherever

Like I want you forever even when we’re not together

Scars on my body so I look at you wherever

I cant explain it I love the pain

And I love the way that your breath

Numbs me like Novocain

–Machine Gun Kelly ft Camila Cabello “Bad Things”–

 

I been by myself remembering you

How your body hurts me looping round like cctv

In all of this bitterness you stay so sweet

Its such a cruel world im saving al my love for you

Its such a cruel world maybe I found something good

Who do you love?

–Snakehips ft Zayn Malik “Cruel”–

 

Can I do that? Would I never want to speak to you again? Would I never want to see you ever again???

Its not an official breakup tho, but … I got the feeling T.T

Whats wrong with me? I thought that i worth it, you. But then I realize, maybe im not as good as your new one.

Seeing the photo again, wake me up for all the imagination that I build about us. That’s why you didn’t ever remember me when I put that instrument on your room, because youre too busy with that one. Maybe you didn’t even trying to play it. I guess.

 

April 17, 2017. Monday 7:22pm

The “go public” relationship after effect

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I wish I never meet you

No need to want you

No need to missing you

No need to impress you

No need to feel pain and hurt

No need to cry out till I sleep

No need to hoping you have same feeling

No need to waiting your reply

No need to worry about you

No need to waste my time over you

No need to keep my feeling again

No need to read your mind

No need anything about you

Anymore

I just, I wish we never met again that day

 

 

I want you forever even when we’re not together

Scars on my body so I can take you wherever

Like I want you forever even when we’re not together

Scars on my body so I look at you wherever

I cant explain it I love the pain

And I love the way that your breath

Numbs me like Novocain

–Machine Gun Kelly ft Camila Cabello “Bad Things”–

 

I been by myself remembering you

How your body hurts me looping round like cctv

In all of this bitterness you stay so sweet

Its such a cruel world im saving al my love for you

Its such a cruel world maybe I found something good

Who do you love?

–Snakehips ft Zayn Malik “Cruel”–

 

Can I do that? Would I never want to speak to you again? Would I never want to see you ever again???

Its not an official breakup tho, but … I got the feeling T.T

Whats wrong with me? I thought that i worth it, you. But then I realize, maybe im not as good as your new one.

Seeing the photo again, wake me up for all the imagination that I build about us. That’s why you didn’t ever remember me when I put that instrument on your room, because youre too busy with that one. Maybe you didn’t even trying to play it. I guess.

 

April 17, 2017. Monday 7:22pm

The “go public” relationship after effect

#NOTEFORYOU7

 

#NOTEFORYOU #CONFESSION #PART7

 

Ahead of your d-day

You have no idea that im down

You forgot that all memories and throw them away

How can you?

I know that you already belongs to someone else

But how about me? I definitely cant lose you

I know that isn’t the time to ask your love again

But how about my heart? I definitely cant live without your love

You promised to make me happy, do you even remember?

Is Our love doesn’t mean to you? So you stay there with her

How can you?

How about me?

¯Rossa – Tega

 

thanks to your birthday, I have a chance to message you, once gain,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!!!!!!! HAVE BLESSED DAYS AHEAD, STAY HEALTHY, STAY AWESOME, ALWAYS BE YOUR SELF, BE A BETTER MAN, BE HAPPY AND WISH ALL BEST THINGS FOR YOU ❤

I planned to send you a gift, I still wndering though, but ahead d-days, I was busy helped mom, I had no time. And confused what should I gave to you. You are the best gift tho, kkkkk J I told you that I will visit there around next week and then you didn’t give any respond. Don’t you miss me? Our chat was so natural, like we did before, you sent me pics and its made my day. Thankyou :* I still hold my feelings although it showed too much and I had no iea, whether you knew or not.

 

February 28, 2017. Tuesday.

09:21pm ear full of tears

 

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i thought that i will be happy after all disaster id been when i met you.

but seeing how you act now, make me realize that “people only have their plan but God the one who will decide”

do you think of me? what we ussed to be?

thank you for awaken me, for make me open eyes and facing all the reality

 

though i always spell your name on my pray

hoping i will spent the rest of my life with you

hoping that i will be the one giving my all to you

hoping that i will be smiling forever

because i have you

i have you is more than enough

but i think, im not deserve it

God seems dislike that idea

 

instead of regretting all, i wish you will have a bless & happy days ahead

because i thanked God for met me such a person like you

because i only had a wide smile when i thought about you

because im happy when im with you

because your presence is my source of happiness

 

¯Ari Lasso – Hampa

last day of January, 2017

cold Tuesday, 8:17pm